Falling
Shishi songfic

By: Missfortune

Shonen Ai

I forgot where I got the song from! I think its from Samurai Showdown. But i don't own it, or the characters.

You looked into my face innocently, asking "Do you like me?'
But you're thinking of something else.
That's why I lied by saying "I like you very much"
I hide my love which is hurting me, deep inside of my mind.

You looked up at me with those innocent brown eyes and asked, "Geru-chan, do you like me?"

I was surprised. Did you know I wondered? But I saw you waiting expectantly for my answer and realized that you didn't know. You were thinking of something else completely. So I took a deep breath, smiled and lied to you.

"Yes Sato-chan, I like you very much."

You smiled brightly and it hurt. It hurt because I don't like you . . . . . I love you. Do you know how hard it is to hide something like that? Feelings so strong that I've had for as long as I can remember. It is agony to hide it.

Mean Angel, you are just like it
If I unseal my heart and show you everything in my heart,
What kind of face will you show and what are you going to do?

You are like an Angel. Sweet, yet cruel and you don't even know it. You are the kindest person I have ever met but your naive innocence is your cruelty. By not seeing my love or understanding it, you hurt me.

If I did tell you how I really felt, if I showed you my heart, bared you my soul what would you do? Would a new face show? A face of anger, disgust? Or possibly love? How would you react?

I don't want to, but my love grows deeper and deeper
I can't resist your fascination
I will be obediant someday and my eyes will tell you,
My affection has changed and I now love you.

I don't want to fall deeper in love, but I do. Every day I fall more. I slide down into that love so easily. You are so wonderful, so amazing that I can't resist. You don't choose love, love chooses you. Someday I will give into it. For once in my life I will be obediant. Someday my eyes will give it away. Someday you will learn that the affection I had for you when we were small never went away. It just changed. It has changed into love. Becuase of that love I felt the need to hide. If you are a mean angel, than I am just mean. A fool in love. Boy was I foolosh in how I show it.

You are sometimes clumsy.
Does it mean you are sill a little boy?
I can't go back to those days, it's impossible to forget about love.
My feelings go back and forth, I can't stop fallin in love with you.

When I see you, you are still clumsy. All thumbs and left feet. Does that mean that you are still the little boy that I fell in love with? I will always love you whether you grow up or stay the same. I can't remember a time that I didn't love you. It is not something that I can forget. That's why it hurts. My feelings are divided between loving you and hating you for making me feel this way. I fell in love with you and I still haven't stopped falling.

You asked me "Do you like me?" with no expression on your face
Why are you asking me that question without showing your face?
That's why I lied to you by saying "I like you very much."
Even though I love so much I am shaking.

You asked me that question again. "Do you like me?" Just like that, "Do you like me?" with no expression on your face, an echo of the past but you seemed to be hiding this tiem. It is not like you to hide things. You are usually so open. What are you hiding? Once again I lie and say, "I like you very much." Even though I know its a lie. I love you so much I am shiking inside.

This time the answer doesn't work. you don't believe me. All those years of torture and avoidance wtll you otherwise. How can I proove otherwise? What can I do? What do you want from me?

I don't want to but I'm fallig deeper and deeper in love with you.
I can't resist your fascination.
I will be obdiant someday, and my eyes will tell you,
That I've fallen in love with you, so I want you to accept my love.

Even now as you stare me down like a deer in the headlights, demanding answers, I fall in love with you more. Will this fall ever end? I just can't resist you or your questions. Today I will obey. Today is the 'someday' that I answer your demands. I can't speak but I know that my eyes will give me away. I know that you can see the love in my eyes. You can see that I've fallen. The question is will you accept my love?

"Geru-chan," you say, "I love you too. Since the first time you said you liked me. I was little, but I knew that there was something more behind it, so I waited for a time when you were ready to admit it."

"Sato-chan, I..." I begin.

"Shh," you cut me off. "I know. We are in love. Time to stop fallin, to stop lying. I accept the love you have to offer and I hope you accept mine. I love you Geru-chan."

"I love you too Sato-chan. I've loved you just as long and now I can say it out loud. I love you," I say and then we share out first kiss.

The End

This is what I'm doing on my summer vacation, spending 2 hours in the library to type up a single fic! Well I need to post something.