Goten looked down at his brother's sleeping form and wondered how he'd gotten to this point in time.

	Things had started out simply enough-- finallly direct his anger to where it shoudl be focued, get the truth out of Gohan-- only things had not goine as planned.

	Instead of focusing his rage into a shapr axe to fell the truth, he had submitted to it, gotten lost in it, and ended up giving his sick fuck of a brother exactly what he wanted.

	Staring at the slowly dring blood beneath Gohan's thighs, some nasty little part of his mind whispered, "Which is exactly what you wanted."

	'No!' Goten screamed to hiimself, 'I wanted to give myself to someone I love.' His mind taunted
' What, and you don't love your brother?'

	'No! I fucking hate his guts. I wanted to loose it to the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.'

	'Family doesn't 'stick togeather?' his mind taunted again.

	Goten ignored it.

	' Now what am I going to tell her?'

	'Her?'

	'Yes, -her-. That my first time was when I raped my brother, except it wasn't really rape?'

	'You've learned well from the master of self-denial.'

	'Vejita has never denied hiimself anything. I'm going to get a nice girl and settle down and raise a family. I don't need to murder people for fun. I"m not attracted to my own brother. I'm not angry. I dono't have "issues". I'm happy being a bum witih no life and no job.'

	'Oh please, spare me!'
		
	' "Spare me," indeed! Just who do you think you're talking to? Next thing you knokw, you'll ve saying your and Gohan's little "transgression" never happenned!'

	Goten's core conciousness slunk back under this assault and mentally put a pillow over its head. Reason swam back into the murky recesses ofhis mind and was silent.

	Goten got up and went to the bathroom, completely on auto-pilot, sub-sub concious and sub-sub conscious battling it out, his surface thoughts a calmn lake, the violent ripples being deep underneath where he no longer felt them.

	Puttnig his newly-made cut-offs on, the only conclusion he could possibly come to floated to his mind : 'It didn't mean anything. Maybe this is normal for Saiyans." his gaze brushed over the large wound he'd inflicted on Gohan's shoulder.

	'Maybe it was some kind of instinctual thing.'

	'Yeah, mark him as yours so all the other sluts will leave him alone.'

	'It was like I became a diffrent person. Maybe, because of the full moan, I went into heat and my instincts took over.'

	'Whatever. This is the biggest load of B.s. I've ever heard.'

	Goten pummeled the voice into submission, pausing in his walk, his face blank, but the brief struggle blatantly illuminated by his eyes.

	'It wasn't meant to be like this,'
Goten thought, dragging a hand through his hair and down over his face.

	'I'm supposed to be married, not fucking with my brother, not rutting like some bloody animal!' Rage sparked within him, and he kicked the bed Gohan was tied to, sending it a few feet, waking Gohan up.

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	"Wake your bloody ass up, faggot!" Goten snarled, ripping the blind fold off of Gohan's head.

	Gohan blinked and looked up into his brother's distorted features, rising into a sitting position.

	'God he looks so handsome like that. I just want him to jump on me and take me again...'
Gohan gave himself a mental slap, feeling the blood rush between his legs again.

	"Listen,a ndlisten well, whore!"

	"Goten, please--" Gohan was cut off by Goten giving him a vicious slap.

	"No! I'm not fucking falling for that again. I'm onto you. Acting all perfect when you're such a sick freak. You make me want to vommit!" Goten spat.

	"And you'll never, ever, -ever- breathe a WORD of this to -anyone-!" Goten's voice lowered dangerously. "Do you understand?"

	"But, Goten, I--"

	"Shut-up, or I'll tell Piccolo-SAN," Goten sneered, "That his little lover is a disgrace who ges off on BEING BEATEN UP AND FUCKED BY HIS OWN BROTHER!"

	"Piccolo-san is -not- my lover!" Gohan cried.

	"Oh, but you wish you were his, don't you?" Goten muttered darkly, cupping Gohan's chin in his hand, forcing him to look at him. 
	"I know how your mind works brother, I know it all too well." Goten growled, fisting his hands in Gohan's hair and dragging him in for a savage kiss.

	Goten savaged his brother's whimpering lips, gnawing and tearing the soft flesh open.

	When his lips finally drew away from Gohan's with agaonizing slowness, Goten knocked his stunned brother backward and said, "And leave your little whore out of this, you sick fuck," then spat on Gohan.

	Gohan whimpered softly, his arousal was too painfull to bear, he felt like his testicles were going to explode. As Goten left him alone in the darkened room, he mewled pitifully tears streaking down his face and blood leaking down his chin. He sucked on his bloodied lips and groaned, a thin trail of precum slowly making a wet spot on the bed.

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 	"...and that's the real reason you let Cell live for so long, you selfish masochistic bastard. You were enjoying yourself too fucking much. God you make me Goddamn sick, you fucking wanker. It's all your fault Dad bloody well died.

"I bloody well know you, you don't deserve to live. The only reason I'm keeping you alive is because death would be too good for you. Better you should suffer with the rest of us." Goten muttered, stalking away from the cabin.